When I look over the landscape of my life---all 47 yrs---I oftentimes ask myself, "Who am I? What am I doing? Why haven't I achieved what I thought I'd achieve?" In essence: "Why me?" The answers to those questions are...complicated. Well, really they aren't. I just say they are because that makes me feel less like a "loser." No, not a loser to the core of my being. But a "loser" who may have lost out on some incredible experiences due to fear. What I know for sure is that as long as I have breath in my body, I can achieve SOMETHING of significance. To me. And to others. So, let me happily and thankfully walk myself over to church right now. I wanna just sit in the empty sanctuary, giving thanks for EVERY THING I have. Everything I AM! And everything I HOPE to be! No more, "Why me?" 'Cause I know the answer. Because I...AM...I! And that's ENOUGH. Always HAS been. Always WILL be!!!