It's 11:56 PM. I'm 47 yrs old. My apartment is furnitureless. I'm not happy. I love and am loved in return so the foundation on which to build happiness is in full effect. Going to bed each night and awakening the next morning with no joyful expectations has gotten waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay old. In fact, I can't take it anymore. With all the power I possess inside me, I am BEGGING God & His Universe to allow me to awaken tomorrow with a clearer mind and a focused resolve to CHANGE my life into the life I was BORN to live!! Please. And, yes, I accept responsibility that the change I seek begins with ME!!!!!