I am 50 years old and have NEVER felt embraced by PROFESSIONAL FULFILLMENT. Not once. However, I TRULY and WHOLLY BELIEVE I can paint my canvas to reflect JOY and EXHILARATION and GRATITUDE despite a lack of professional fulfillment. Hell, I can even REDEFINE my idea of professional fulfillment. The choice is SOLELY mine to make.
So, here it is 12:04 AM on Sunday morning, June 29th, 2014. And I, CHARLES ANDREW MONTGOMERY JR, alias CAM MONTGOMERY JR, choose to be THANKFUL for being the man I am. Choose to FORGIVE MYSELF for sometimes feeling LESS THAN in the presence of those I deem "professionally fulfilled." 'Cause truth be told, I can only TRULY know what I feel about ME. I can NEVER truly know what another feels about him/herself.
Whether the world "knows" me or not, I AM WORTHY of ALL the LOVE, RESPECT and ADMIRATION human beings have to offer. I AM WORTHY.
It has taken me a "minute" to figure it out, but TODAY, I FULLY accept that I can paint my life's canvas to look ANY way I choose. And I choose to paint it to reflect the REAL me: KIND, GIVING, SENSITIVE, TALENTED, COMPASSIONATE, EMPATHETIC and PRESENT.
I pray for everyone and every thing!!!