Since I was a boy I have oftentimes felt that I am on the outside looking in. That I'm not really a part of what's happening. That I'm a spectator and never really a participant. Well, two aspects of life I fully accept today that I didn't in years past, are the peaks and valleys of relationships. Both friendships and romances. Despite my internal objection, I can clearly, yet grudgingly see in what direction a particular friendship is heading. Clearly. But, honestly, I'm gonna fight like hell to cut it off at the pass!!!!!!!!! Honestly.